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The only intimacy I am good at is with myself.
I wonder at times if I'd feel less the weight of responsibility if I could know for certain that I was loved by no-one.
I often find talking with people a chore.
My past almost always comes back to me, even if I have done nothing to bring it forth.
I feel plagued with superficiality, infected with it.
I've yet to feel truly challenged by anyone willing to make a deep investment in my life on a day-to-day basis.
One of the few people I know I really made a huge impact on has died.
I am not a pessimistic person, but I am generally misunderstood. Also, I am extremely sensitive.
My dad-to-day concerns are generally not the same as most people's, but I feel intense empathy towards others - particularly those suffering due to circumstances completely out of their control.
The more painful the quest for knowledge is, the more certain I am that it is worth it.
Finally, I have been very tired lately. A deep exhaustion has taken over my bones. Despite this (or because of it), I have been very busy.
I wonder at times if I'd feel less the weight of responsibility if I could know for certain that I was loved by no-one.
I often find talking with people a chore.
My past almost always comes back to me, even if I have done nothing to bring it forth.
I feel plagued with superficiality, infected with it.
I've yet to feel truly challenged by anyone willing to make a deep investment in my life on a day-to-day basis.
One of the few people I know I really made a huge impact on has died.
I am not a pessimistic person, but I am generally misunderstood. Also, I am extremely sensitive.
My dad-to-day concerns are generally not the same as most people's, but I feel intense empathy towards others - particularly those suffering due to circumstances completely out of their control.
The more painful the quest for knowledge is, the more certain I am that it is worth it.
Finally, I have been very tired lately. A deep exhaustion has taken over my bones. Despite this (or because of it), I have been very busy.
1 Comments:
Again, I feel as if you're writing about me and not yourself, evidence of how universal our personal shit is sometimes. It is such a fucking chore to deal with people.
I hate small talk, kissing ass, pretending to respect someone I don't, any work not related to writing. You're writing a lot lately, which is probably why you're exhausted. Keep writing.
Peace,
A
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