The Search for Health in Decadence

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Sunday, February 01, 2009

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The only intimacy I am good at is with myself.

I wonder at times if I'd feel less the weight of responsibility if I could know for certain that I was loved by no-one.

I often find talking with people a chore.

My past almost always comes back to me, even if I have done nothing to bring it forth.

I feel plagued with superficiality, infected with it.

I've yet to feel truly challenged by anyone willing to make a deep investment in my life on a day-to-day basis.

One of the few people I know I really made a huge impact on has died.

I am not a pessimistic person, but I am generally misunderstood. Also, I am extremely sensitive.

My dad-to-day concerns are generally not the same as most people's, but I feel intense empathy towards others - particularly those suffering due to circumstances completely out of their control.

The more painful the quest for knowledge is, the more certain I am that it is worth it.

Finally, I have been very tired lately. A deep exhaustion has taken over my bones. Despite this (or because of it), I have been very busy.

posted by Will at 9:36 PM

1 Comments:

Blogger Alana Noel Voth said...

Again, I feel as if you're writing about me and not yourself, evidence of how universal our personal shit is sometimes. It is such a fucking chore to deal with people.

I hate small talk, kissing ass, pretending to respect someone I don't, any work not related to writing. You're writing a lot lately, which is probably why you're exhausted. Keep writing.

Peace,
A

9:54 AM PST  

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