Moment of the Trip

While watching an exceptional performance of Shakespeare's "All's Well That Ends Well," Helena (the leading protagonist who spends most of the play vying for the love of Bertram who isn't interested in her until realizing his folly at the end of the play) looked straight at me in the audience and delivered the following lines directly to me:

O, were that all! I think not on my father;
And these great tears grace his remembrance more
Than those I shed for him. What was he like?
I have forgot him: my imagination
Carries no favour in't but Bertram's.
I am undone: there is no living, none,
If Bertram be away. 'Twere all one
That I should love a bright particular star
And think to wed it, he is so above me:
In his bright radiance and collateral light
Must I be comforted, not in his sphere.
The ambition in my love thus plagues itself:
The hind that would be mated by the lion
Must die for love. 'Twas pretty, though plague,
To see him every hour; to sit and draw
His arched brows, his hawking eye, his curls,
In our heart's table; heart too capable
Of every line and trick of his sweet favour:
But now he's gone, and my idolatrous fancy
Must sanctify his reliques. Who comes here?

And she looked away saying the last words.



It gave me chills and perplexed me.